My 2011 New Year's Resolutions:
1. Study to take the CCRN exam and pass.
2. Stretch every day
3. Pay off my student loans.
4. Clean more often, even if it's a tiny apartment.
5. Get Dan a job!
I'm excited to see what the new year brings. God has blessed us so much and I am excited to see what journey He takes us on next. I'm so thankful for my wonderful husband and our growing relationship with Jesus and each other.
God bless you all!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas from Cinci!
This year was a first that I did not decorate or really get into the Christmas spirit. Dan hung up some stockings that were on our shelf just a couple days ago, but that's it. I enjoyed sending out cards, but it cost about $100 (that's the cheapest I could find). Due to advancement in technology, I'm thinking about cutting my list for next year and doing more electronic cards.
Last night we did have a couple of friends over and enjoyed dinner, Settlers of Catan, and DDR. We stayed up till 3am, so that was fun. Tonight we go to another couple's house. They have a 3 year old, so that will be fun to get into the Christmas spirit with them.
I hope you are having a lovely Christmas and enjoying time with family and friends. I am very curious about where we'll be next Christmas, but until then, we will enjoy our Cincinnati 2010 Christmas.
Last night we did have a couple of friends over and enjoyed dinner, Settlers of Catan, and DDR. We stayed up till 3am, so that was fun. Tonight we go to another couple's house. They have a 3 year old, so that will be fun to get into the Christmas spirit with them.
I hope you are having a lovely Christmas and enjoying time with family and friends. I am very curious about where we'll be next Christmas, but until then, we will enjoy our Cincinnati 2010 Christmas.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Alicia en el pais de las maravillas: Advent Conspiracy
Last year I posted this:
Alicia en el pais de las maravillas: Advent Conspiracy: "The Advent Conspiracy is an organization that makes you think about Christmas, its true meaning, and how materialistic it has become. Last ..."
I wanted to repost this since Black Friday and Cyber Monday just passed us by. I was thinking about buying charity gift cards for my nieces for Christmas, but Dan says it's not his ideal to force people to give to charity. Maybe he's right.
I will be giving to Living Water this year. They have some amazing photos and videos about providing clean water to countries all around the world. Please think about taking your Christmas money or an hour of your wages and giving it to this organization.
Alicia en el pais de las maravillas: Advent Conspiracy: "The Advent Conspiracy is an organization that makes you think about Christmas, its true meaning, and how materialistic it has become. Last ..."
I wanted to repost this since Black Friday and Cyber Monday just passed us by. I was thinking about buying charity gift cards for my nieces for Christmas, but Dan says it's not his ideal to force people to give to charity. Maybe he's right.
I will be giving to Living Water this year. They have some amazing photos and videos about providing clean water to countries all around the world. Please think about taking your Christmas money or an hour of your wages and giving it to this organization.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Meditation
Jeremiah 29:
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD
Psalm 37:
4 Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
5 Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this:
Philipians 1:6
he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. 14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD
Psalm 37:
4 Delight yourself in the LORD
and he will give you the desires of your heart.
5 Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this:
Philipians 1:6
he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Give Me Your Eyes
Brandon Heath, a Christian artist, has a song called "Give Me Your Eyes" and the words are just amazing! Dan isn't the biggest fan of Christian music, but he sometimes tolerates me listening to it in the car. He definitely makes fun of this song with the "ye-ahs" and sometimes sings along with a Spanish/Jamaican accent. I laugh.
Anyway, back to the words, they are so powerful. People are hurting, frustrated, lost...and how often do I look beyond myself and seek their needs? Well, my job allows for this, but what about in "real life"? I have started to pray for those people who really piss me off when I'm driving. Those who cross the center line coming towards me, those who swing into my lane to make a right-hand turn or those who drift over into my lane for no apparent reason except that they're texting or talking on their phones. This is a hard discipline. I usually get so angry that I'm seething.
Now to extend this to every part of my day. Can I look at people as God does? He loves them...all! Lord, please give me your eyes and help me show Your love to those I encounter and to those You place in my path. May I love them as You love me.
Anyway, back to the words, they are so powerful. People are hurting, frustrated, lost...and how often do I look beyond myself and seek their needs? Well, my job allows for this, but what about in "real life"? I have started to pray for those people who really piss me off when I'm driving. Those who cross the center line coming towards me, those who swing into my lane to make a right-hand turn or those who drift over into my lane for no apparent reason except that they're texting or talking on their phones. This is a hard discipline. I usually get so angry that I'm seething.
Now to extend this to every part of my day. Can I look at people as God does? He loves them...all! Lord, please give me your eyes and help me show Your love to those I encounter and to those You place in my path. May I love them as You love me.
The Valley of Vision
I found this Puritan prayer and was so touched by it.
Lord, high and holy, meek and lowly, Thou hast brought me to the valley of vision, where I live in the depths but see Thee in the heights; hemmed in by mountains of sin I behold Thy glory. Let me learn by paradox that the way down is the way up, that to be low is to be high, that the broken heart is the healed heart, that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit, that the repenting soul is the victorious soul, that to have nothing is to possess all, that to bear the cross is to wear the crown, that to give is to receive, that the valley is the place of vision. Lord, in the daytime stars can be seen from deepest wells, and the deeper the wells the brighter Thy stars shine; let me find Thy light in my darkness, Thy life in my death, Thy joy in my sorrow, Thy grace in my sin, Thy riches in my poverty, Thy glory in my valley.
Lord, high and holy, meek and lowly, Thou hast brought me to the valley of vision, where I live in the depths but see Thee in the heights; hemmed in by mountains of sin I behold Thy glory. Let me learn by paradox that the way down is the way up, that to be low is to be high, that the broken heart is the healed heart, that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit, that the repenting soul is the victorious soul, that to have nothing is to possess all, that to bear the cross is to wear the crown, that to give is to receive, that the valley is the place of vision. Lord, in the daytime stars can be seen from deepest wells, and the deeper the wells the brighter Thy stars shine; let me find Thy light in my darkness, Thy life in my death, Thy joy in my sorrow, Thy grace in my sin, Thy riches in my poverty, Thy glory in my valley.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
No caffeine!!!
I did it! I'm off caffeine! I do have a small cup of green tea in the morning, but that is great for me! I was drinking 2 big cups of coffee in the morning and 1-2 in the late morning or early afternoon.
I have also started my wii workouts again after taking off the summer. They are kicking my butt and I have been sore, but the workouts are getting better. EA Sports Active is my cardio workout while wii fit is my yoga and strength training.
I'm not the biggest fruit person, but I have boosted my eating to include fresh fruits and vegetables. Now that I have a pressure cooker, that has cut out canned beans. I hope to eat most of my food unpackaged from now on. We used to eat everything frozen (fruits and veggies) and from a can (spaghetti sauce, tomatoes, beans, etc.). We'll see how long I can keep this up. I do however eat "Health Choice" frozen meals at work if I get sick of taking sandwiches.
I hope this fall and winter will be energy packed as I stick to healthier habits.
I have also started my wii workouts again after taking off the summer. They are kicking my butt and I have been sore, but the workouts are getting better. EA Sports Active is my cardio workout while wii fit is my yoga and strength training.
I'm not the biggest fruit person, but I have boosted my eating to include fresh fruits and vegetables. Now that I have a pressure cooker, that has cut out canned beans. I hope to eat most of my food unpackaged from now on. We used to eat everything frozen (fruits and veggies) and from a can (spaghetti sauce, tomatoes, beans, etc.). We'll see how long I can keep this up. I do however eat "Health Choice" frozen meals at work if I get sick of taking sandwiches.
I hope this fall and winter will be energy packed as I stick to healthier habits.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Women on the corner
Everyone knows there is prostitution. It is talked about in different contexts and glamorized by Hollywood with Julie Roberts in Pretty Woman. I have never encountered prostituted women (the politically correct term since calling them prostitutes is too much of a label I guess), until I moved to this part of Clifton last year.
We live two blocks from the street (the largest prostitution area) where these women walk up and down and men in Mercedes, BMWs, Minis, etc. all stop and pick them up at all times day and night. I was shocked. I couldn't understand. These women are no Julia Roberts either. They are all drug addicts and continuously look strung out at all times.
As soon as I realized what was going on (it took me a couple months to get it), my heart broke. I couldn't stop thinking about these girls. This was awful. I couldn't imagine their life, nor wanted to, but I was haunted by them. Dan and I passed them every time we got on I-75. This past spring, one girl was completely bloodied. I started praying for these girls and found that I was having nightmares about them. I wanted to do something for them, but what?
This past August, I had a patient who was a girl who worked down my my house as a prostitute for drug money. She gave me a lot of insight about how prostitution works, pimps, and other things that I have never known. She told me that she was often homeless and would go hungry to buy heroin. After having her 4 days in a row, I asked her if there was something I could do for those girls; maybe I could take food. My patient said bottled water would be the best.
That is where is sparked. I talked to a friend about passing water and protein bars out to prostitutes. She thought it was a great idea. She also had a friend who was completely wanting to do this. We gathered together and prayed. Every Saturday morning (except the days I work), we go out passing out water and protein bars. I continuously look for the pimps, but there have not been that many girls out when we've gone out.
Please pray that God's love would shine through us as we pass the water out to them. We are not trying to take them out of prostitution nor take their time talking about Jesus, we're just giving them water and protein bars and hoping they feel/experience true love.
We live two blocks from the street (the largest prostitution area) where these women walk up and down and men in Mercedes, BMWs, Minis, etc. all stop and pick them up at all times day and night. I was shocked. I couldn't understand. These women are no Julia Roberts either. They are all drug addicts and continuously look strung out at all times.
As soon as I realized what was going on (it took me a couple months to get it), my heart broke. I couldn't stop thinking about these girls. This was awful. I couldn't imagine their life, nor wanted to, but I was haunted by them. Dan and I passed them every time we got on I-75. This past spring, one girl was completely bloodied. I started praying for these girls and found that I was having nightmares about them. I wanted to do something for them, but what?
This past August, I had a patient who was a girl who worked down my my house as a prostitute for drug money. She gave me a lot of insight about how prostitution works, pimps, and other things that I have never known. She told me that she was often homeless and would go hungry to buy heroin. After having her 4 days in a row, I asked her if there was something I could do for those girls; maybe I could take food. My patient said bottled water would be the best.
That is where is sparked. I talked to a friend about passing water and protein bars out to prostitutes. She thought it was a great idea. She also had a friend who was completely wanting to do this. We gathered together and prayed. Every Saturday morning (except the days I work), we go out passing out water and protein bars. I continuously look for the pimps, but there have not been that many girls out when we've gone out.
Please pray that God's love would shine through us as we pass the water out to them. We are not trying to take them out of prostitution nor take their time talking about Jesus, we're just giving them water and protein bars and hoping they feel/experience true love.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Wow, Goodbye Summer
I'm thoroughly shocked that it's September. I've been writing the date at work and am so surprised that August was a blink in time. Dan and I have had an enjoyable summer.
At the end of July, we went to Kansas City to see a great friend of mine. KC was a great city and I was surprised at how nice the people are. The BBQ was awesome too!
My (31st) birthday was the 18th of August. Dan and I went shopping, went to the Beach Waterpark, and then had a bday party at a Mexican restaurant and bowling all in one week. We had a great time at all these places.
The last trip we took was last week. We saw some old friends who have a cabin in KY on Lake Cumberland. We got a lot of R&R at the cabin and went out on a pontoon boat a couple of times. It was very fun and I really missed Wisconsin. I'm hoping to get to WI in November.
For the Labor Day weekend, I worked Saturday night, we watched the famous Cincinnati fireworks from home on TV, and then went to The Beach Waterpark again yesterday. I'm so sore. We had 4 tickets to actually go with two other people, but we couldn't find anyone who wanted to go with us. It was a great opportunity to be a kid and realize I'm not 14 anymore :)
At the end of July, we went to Kansas City to see a great friend of mine. KC was a great city and I was surprised at how nice the people are. The BBQ was awesome too!
My (31st) birthday was the 18th of August. Dan and I went shopping, went to the Beach Waterpark, and then had a bday party at a Mexican restaurant and bowling all in one week. We had a great time at all these places.
The last trip we took was last week. We saw some old friends who have a cabin in KY on Lake Cumberland. We got a lot of R&R at the cabin and went out on a pontoon boat a couple of times. It was very fun and I really missed Wisconsin. I'm hoping to get to WI in November.
For the Labor Day weekend, I worked Saturday night, we watched the famous Cincinnati fireworks from home on TV, and then went to The Beach Waterpark again yesterday. I'm so sore. We had 4 tickets to actually go with two other people, but we couldn't find anyone who wanted to go with us. It was a great opportunity to be a kid and realize I'm not 14 anymore :)
Friday, July 23, 2010
The storm
Don't worry, this post will not be depressing. The storm has hit, but it was more of a light drizzle with great learning involved. As I continue with my quest to seek and know God, I am amazed at how simple of a task it is, yet my mind wants to make it this long, exhaustive strain.
Grace is too easy. We do not have to do anything except ask God to forgive us and acknowledge that Jesus already took care of our short-coming and sin. God's glory is being revealed continuously. All He asks of me is to seek Him and love Him. Is it that easy? Why then do I try to "earn" this love. The American Dream is awesome for success in the world, but it's the opposite way to restore our relationship with God.
The drizzle in my life has been the mundane of going to work. Well, my work is hardly mundane, but it does take all of my energy. I found that it is so easy for me to become distracted and get caught up in the things that do not matter, instead of "praying without ceasing". My prayer is to seek God at work through the stressful events of a critical patient or avoid the gossip during the down times. I want to build others up instead of complaining. May God's glory be revealed instead of the negative busy-ness of life.
Grace is too easy. We do not have to do anything except ask God to forgive us and acknowledge that Jesus already took care of our short-coming and sin. God's glory is being revealed continuously. All He asks of me is to seek Him and love Him. Is it that easy? Why then do I try to "earn" this love. The American Dream is awesome for success in the world, but it's the opposite way to restore our relationship with God.
The drizzle in my life has been the mundane of going to work. Well, my work is hardly mundane, but it does take all of my energy. I found that it is so easy for me to become distracted and get caught up in the things that do not matter, instead of "praying without ceasing". My prayer is to seek God at work through the stressful events of a critical patient or avoid the gossip during the down times. I want to build others up instead of complaining. May God's glory be revealed instead of the negative busy-ness of life.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Is there a storm a brewing?
Today I was reading my discipleship book and came across three scriptures that talk about the testing and trying of our faith. I can honestly say I'm not thrilled to read these types of passages. These are the things that happen when God exposes me and I see how wretched of a person I actually am, but in spite of it all, He loves me with this love that is overwhelming and beautiful. He has forgiven me through Christ Jesus and opens his arms to me despite all my repeated failures.
So, since things are going well and smooth, I can't help but think I might be facing trials soon. Lord help me! Give me the grace and peace that surpass all understanding. May I cling to your mercy and love for me.
Can I say that I hate it when 3 trial verses are read in one day? I finished the reading for this week and 2 verses were on testing and trials, and then of course James 1:2-3 came to mind. Thankfully the beginning of Romans is about having peace. I also heard two different versions of "It is well with my soul". Is this the calm before the storm?
Rom 5
1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
1 Pet 4
12Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. 17For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18And,
"If it is hard for the righteous to be saved,
what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?"
19So then, those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.
James 1
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.
So, since things are going well and smooth, I can't help but think I might be facing trials soon. Lord help me! Give me the grace and peace that surpass all understanding. May I cling to your mercy and love for me.
Can I say that I hate it when 3 trial verses are read in one day? I finished the reading for this week and 2 verses were on testing and trials, and then of course James 1:2-3 came to mind. Thankfully the beginning of Romans is about having peace. I also heard two different versions of "It is well with my soul". Is this the calm before the storm?
Rom 5
1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
1 Pet 4
12Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. 14If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. 15If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. 16However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. 17For it is time for judgment to begin with the family of God; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? 18And,
"If it is hard for the righteous to be saved,
what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?"
19So then, those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.
James 1
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Barbarian
The Barbarian Way by Erwin Raphael McManus
"If you don't like the idea of being an innovator, that's fine. Just do whatever Jesus calls you to do the moment it is clear to you. Do not procrastinate; do not hesitate; do not deviate from whatever course of action He calls you to. But I want to warn you, the closer you walk with Christ, the greater the faith required. The more you trust Him, the more you'll risk on His behalf. The more you love Him, the more you will love others. If you genuinely embrace His sacrifice, you will joyfully embrace a sacrificial life. Your expectations of Jesus will change as your intimacy with Him deepens. When you begin to follow passionately after Jesus, you will inadvertently find yourself innovating. After all, Jesus is transforming lives, writing history, creating the future, and unleashing the kingdom of God. If you plan to keep step with Jesus the Pioneer, you better expect some changes." (p 53-54).
"If you don't like the idea of being an innovator, that's fine. Just do whatever Jesus calls you to do the moment it is clear to you. Do not procrastinate; do not hesitate; do not deviate from whatever course of action He calls you to. But I want to warn you, the closer you walk with Christ, the greater the faith required. The more you trust Him, the more you'll risk on His behalf. The more you love Him, the more you will love others. If you genuinely embrace His sacrifice, you will joyfully embrace a sacrificial life. Your expectations of Jesus will change as your intimacy with Him deepens. When you begin to follow passionately after Jesus, you will inadvertently find yourself innovating. After all, Jesus is transforming lives, writing history, creating the future, and unleashing the kingdom of God. If you plan to keep step with Jesus the Pioneer, you better expect some changes." (p 53-54).
Evangelism
Oh, the scary word! Christians and non-Christians alike have seen the ugliness that has come through ungodly fanatics. Yet, the only purpose for being on this earth is to GO and tell people about Jesus. Why is this hard?
I've been reading about the early church in Acts. I am moved to tears reading about Peter, Steven and Paul telling about the coming of Jesus, Jesus' life, death, and resurrection, and the salvation that Jesus brings.
Peter, a disciple of Christ, denied him 3 times when he was crucified and then weeks later was proclaiming his life. Read Acts 2 and 10.
Steven was stoned to death just for talking about Christ. I cried when I read this (Acts 7:54-60)
54When they heard this, they were furious and gnashed their teeth at him. 55But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 56"Look," he said, "I see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God." 57At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, 58dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. Meanwhile, the witnesses laid their clothes at the feet of a young man named Saul. 59While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." 60Then he fell on his knees and cried out, "Lord, do not hold this sin against them." When he had said this, he fell asleep.'''
He was like Jesus, stating, "forgive them for they do not know what they are doing." That is love!
Then of course, Paul. He starts proclaiming Jesus to non-Jews and it transformed the world!
Will I have this boldness? Will I be able to tell people of the wonderful things that God has done in my life? Can I be so filled that I bubble over with God's love? I am thrilled about what God has done and have no hesitations to tell fellow believers, but what about those who do not believe?
God, you are so kind and compassionate, and so full of mercy. Thank you for guiding me deeper into Jesus. Holy Spirit, flow through me that your love and compassion would shine through me stronger than the weaknesses of my flesh. May I love people like you love. Show me your ways, Lord! Thank you for being God! Thank you for the life of Jesus!
I've been reading about the early church in Acts. I am moved to tears reading about Peter, Steven and Paul telling about the coming of Jesus, Jesus' life, death, and resurrection, and the salvation that Jesus brings.
Peter, a disciple of Christ, denied him 3 times when he was crucified and then weeks later was proclaiming his life. Read Acts 2 and 10.
Steven was stoned to death just for talking about Christ. I cried when I read this (Acts 7:54-60)
54When they heard this, they were furious and gnashed their teeth at him. 55But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 56"Look," he said, "I see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God." 57At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, 58dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. Meanwhile, the witnesses laid their clothes at the feet of a young man named Saul. 59While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit." 60Then he fell on his knees and cried out, "Lord, do not hold this sin against them." When he had said this, he fell asleep.'''
He was like Jesus, stating, "forgive them for they do not know what they are doing." That is love!
Then of course, Paul. He starts proclaiming Jesus to non-Jews and it transformed the world!
Will I have this boldness? Will I be able to tell people of the wonderful things that God has done in my life? Can I be so filled that I bubble over with God's love? I am thrilled about what God has done and have no hesitations to tell fellow believers, but what about those who do not believe?
God, you are so kind and compassionate, and so full of mercy. Thank you for guiding me deeper into Jesus. Holy Spirit, flow through me that your love and compassion would shine through me stronger than the weaknesses of my flesh. May I love people like you love. Show me your ways, Lord! Thank you for being God! Thank you for the life of Jesus!
God knows us--Ps 139
Psalm 139
For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.
1 O LORD, you have searched meand you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.
...
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
and lead me in the way everlasting.
I love this Psalm. God knows me. This can be scary since nothing is hidden from Him. He sees all of my ugly thoughts and unloving ways and yet loves me.
Thank you for your grace and mercy, Lord! Thank you for teaching me your ways and providing a loving Savior who I can learn from. Help me to love those around me with your love, for you are love! Thank you for caring about me intimately and knowing my heart more than I know myself. Teach me your ways Lord!
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Source of Contention
The Bible
"The Bible- banned, burned, beloved. More widely read, more frequently attacked than any other book in history. Generations of intellectuals have attempted to discredit it; dictators of every age have outlawed it and executed those who read it. Yet soldiers carry it into battle believing it is more powerful than their weapons. Fragments of it smuggled into solitary prison cells have transformed ruthless killers into gentle saints." ~Charles Colson
The Bible has been a source of contention for how many years? Non-believers seem to seethe at the mouth when talking about Christianity, Christians, and "their" Bible. Why can't they just be complacent and not care? What is it about scripture that stirs people? Why do people criticize what they have not read. Does this make any sense? How can you criticize it if you know nothing about it or never read scripture?
I believe that Scripture is God breathed and is living. I know it stirs people in good and bad because it is real. People (believers and nonbelievers) must obey the truth to have a restored relationship with God, or suffer in the separation from Him who loves us. Many times throughout my Christian walk I have chosen to not obey and suffered in the separation from Him. I pray that God gives me the strength to obey so that I may have a deeper relationship with Him. I have true peace and happiness in my relationship with God through Jesus! Thank you Lord!!
James 1:21 Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
Matthew 7:24-27 Jesus said, "Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash."
Joshua 1:8 Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.
James 1:22-25 Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
Psalm 119:105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path
"The Bible- banned, burned, beloved. More widely read, more frequently attacked than any other book in history. Generations of intellectuals have attempted to discredit it; dictators of every age have outlawed it and executed those who read it. Yet soldiers carry it into battle believing it is more powerful than their weapons. Fragments of it smuggled into solitary prison cells have transformed ruthless killers into gentle saints." ~Charles Colson
The Bible has been a source of contention for how many years? Non-believers seem to seethe at the mouth when talking about Christianity, Christians, and "their" Bible. Why can't they just be complacent and not care? What is it about scripture that stirs people? Why do people criticize what they have not read. Does this make any sense? How can you criticize it if you know nothing about it or never read scripture?
I believe that Scripture is God breathed and is living. I know it stirs people in good and bad because it is real. People (believers and nonbelievers) must obey the truth to have a restored relationship with God, or suffer in the separation from Him who loves us. Many times throughout my Christian walk I have chosen to not obey and suffered in the separation from Him. I pray that God gives me the strength to obey so that I may have a deeper relationship with Him. I have true peace and happiness in my relationship with God through Jesus! Thank you Lord!!
James 1:21 Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
Matthew 7:24-27 Jesus said, "Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash."
Joshua 1:8 Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.
James 1:22-25 Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
Psalm 119:105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Creed Poem
I found this to be interesting:
St Augustine's Confessions, "God, you have made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless till they find their rest in you."
Creed
by Steve Turner
We believe in Marxfreudanddarwin
We believe everything is OK
as long as you don't hurt anyone
to the best of your definition of hurt,
and to the best of your knowledge.
We believe in sex before, during, and
after marriage.
We believe in the therapy of sin.
We believe that adultery is fun.
We believe that sodomy’s OK.
We believe that taboos are taboo.
We believe that everything's getting better
despite evidence to the contrary.
The evidence must be investigated
And you can prove anything with evidence.
We believe there's something in horoscopes
UFO's and bent spoons.
Jesus was a good man just like Buddha,
Mohammed, and ourselves.
He was a good moral teacher though we think
His good morals were bad.
We believe that all religions are basically the same-
at least the one that we read was.
They all believe in love and goodness.
They only differ on matters of creation,
sin, heaven, hell, God, and salvation.
We believe that after death comes the Nothing
Because when you ask the dead what happens
they say nothing.
If death is not the end, if the dead have lied, then its
compulsory heaven for all
excepting perhaps
Hitler, Stalin, and Genghis Kahn
We believe in Masters and Johnson
What's selected is average.
What's average is normal.
What's normal is good.
We believe in total disarmament.
We believe there are direct links between warfare and
bloodshed.
Americans should beat their guns into tractors .
And the Russians would be sure to follow.
We believe that man is essentially good.
It's only his behavior that lets him down.
This is the fault of society.
Society is the fault of conditions.
Conditions are the fault of society.
We believe that each man must find the truth that
is right for him.
Reality will adapt accordingly.
The universe will readjust.
History will alter.
We believe that there is no absolute truth
excepting the truth
that there is no absolute truth.
We believe in the rejection of creeds,
And the flowering of individual thought.
If chance be
the Father of all flesh,
disaster is his rainbow in the sky
and when you hear
State of Emergency!
Sniper Kills Ten!
Troops on Rampage!
Whites go Looting!
Bomb Blasts School!
It is but the sound of man
worshiping his maker.St Augustine's Confessions, "God, you have made us for yourself, and our hearts are restless till they find their rest in you."
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Heb 10:25
Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.
This is the verse for our Saturday night service. I cannot express how God is showing Himself daily. It is so encouraging and exciting! I needed this boost after a tough week of work and long travels. I will now miss two weeks of our service due to work and being out of town. Thankfully, I am committed to staying in contact with multiple people to keep current with what I miss.
God is so good and faithful. His mercy endures forever. His grace is a such a precious gift.
This is the verse for our Saturday night service. I cannot express how God is showing Himself daily. It is so encouraging and exciting! I needed this boost after a tough week of work and long travels. I will now miss two weeks of our service due to work and being out of town. Thankfully, I am committed to staying in contact with multiple people to keep current with what I miss.
God is so good and faithful. His mercy endures forever. His grace is a such a precious gift.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
April Flowers bring May Showers
Yup, that is how it has been in Cincinnati. First of all, the saying "April showers bring spring May flowers" must have been created by a northerner because there are always flowers in March in Cincinnati and Wisconsin does not get flowers until the end of April at the earliest.
Case in point, Cincinnati had a beautiful spring this year...just like it is every year. The trees are full green and thickening in nicely. I went up to Marshfield, WI on May 5th and was shocked that the leaves weren't out, but that there were a few tulips and daffodils. I forget that they're at least a month behind. It was nice to have a second spring, but I can say I did not miss the cold and snow that we had up there while I was visiting. Uggh! Brrr.
Thankfully, I had good travels to WI and MN. First of all I took an hour off my drive by going through downtown Chicago and then up to Oshkosh to take Hwy 10 all the way to Mfld. It was a good drive despite the wind storm that I got caught in.
After spending time with my parents, I got to visit a friend that I haven't seen in a decade. Jodi and I used to be very close and it was a great, but too short of a visit in Eau Claire. Thank you for the chili!!!
Next I was off to the Twin Cities to spend a couple days with my pal, Lynsi! We've been friends for over 2 decades. Wow! We had a great time eating, eating, and eating! She was my date to another dear friend's wedding...Marah!
Marah and Matt's wedding was amazing! It was the classiest event I have ever been to and I was blown away by how wonderful everything was! The location, Marah's dress and beauty, the food, the cupcakes (lavender especially), the candy, and everything else was amazing!!! Thank you for an enjoyable time!!
I made it back to Mfld for Mother's Day and then the next day I headed back to Cinci. I had to work 4 days in a row before leaving for WI/MN and then had to work 3 days in a row when I got back. That was difficult. Thankfully I'm not back to work until Wednesday. Don't get me wrong, I love my job, it is just very stressful and difficult. I am becoming much more confident in my skills, so hopefully things will become a little more easier. I'm not getting my hopes up that quickly :)
As for church, I am amazed at how God's face shines on our meager little group. 8 of us started a discipleship program that will last 10 weeks. It is learning how to disciple another and I am so excited to get back to the basics and challenge myself and what I believe. Church service has also been amazing...when I can make it. I unfortunate work every other weekend and so I have missed quite a few Saturday nights. I will miss two more now when I get back. I miss the people and feel disconnected from everyone when I do not go every week. I'm so thankful for that group and glad everyone is hanging in there through all this change.
Case in point, Cincinnati had a beautiful spring this year...just like it is every year. The trees are full green and thickening in nicely. I went up to Marshfield, WI on May 5th and was shocked that the leaves weren't out, but that there were a few tulips and daffodils. I forget that they're at least a month behind. It was nice to have a second spring, but I can say I did not miss the cold and snow that we had up there while I was visiting. Uggh! Brrr.
Thankfully, I had good travels to WI and MN. First of all I took an hour off my drive by going through downtown Chicago and then up to Oshkosh to take Hwy 10 all the way to Mfld. It was a good drive despite the wind storm that I got caught in.
After spending time with my parents, I got to visit a friend that I haven't seen in a decade. Jodi and I used to be very close and it was a great, but too short of a visit in Eau Claire. Thank you for the chili!!!
Next I was off to the Twin Cities to spend a couple days with my pal, Lynsi! We've been friends for over 2 decades. Wow! We had a great time eating, eating, and eating! She was my date to another dear friend's wedding...Marah!
Marah and Matt's wedding was amazing! It was the classiest event I have ever been to and I was blown away by how wonderful everything was! The location, Marah's dress and beauty, the food, the cupcakes (lavender especially), the candy, and everything else was amazing!!! Thank you for an enjoyable time!!
I made it back to Mfld for Mother's Day and then the next day I headed back to Cinci. I had to work 4 days in a row before leaving for WI/MN and then had to work 3 days in a row when I got back. That was difficult. Thankfully I'm not back to work until Wednesday. Don't get me wrong, I love my job, it is just very stressful and difficult. I am becoming much more confident in my skills, so hopefully things will become a little more easier. I'm not getting my hopes up that quickly :)
As for church, I am amazed at how God's face shines on our meager little group. 8 of us started a discipleship program that will last 10 weeks. It is learning how to disciple another and I am so excited to get back to the basics and challenge myself and what I believe. Church service has also been amazing...when I can make it. I unfortunate work every other weekend and so I have missed quite a few Saturday nights. I will miss two more now when I get back. I miss the people and feel disconnected from everyone when I do not go every week. I'm so thankful for that group and glad everyone is hanging in there through all this change.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Beatitudes
I have to keep up my blog. There are so many new and interesting things that have been happening, but now I'm going to cram it all willy nilly in one posting.
First of all, Dan and I have a new Jordanian friend who is very generous and so pleasant. He invited us over for a feast last fall and we have yet had him over for dinner. A couple weekends ago we went out to a jazz club and talked politics and religion the entire time. I can say it was pretty amazing and eye opening for me. The whole middle east situation is extremely difficult to talk about and I'm glad to say we walked away as friends though we may have disagreed on a lot of stuff.
Secondly, church has been going so well. We had a meeting last week to discuss where we want to go as a church body. We have decided that an outreach ministry is a necessity, so we're looking at ways to serve our community. We are also going to delve into a discipleship program that is one-on-one for 10 weeks. I am excited about being on the same page and discovering what God has for us individually and as a group.
The sermon last Saturday was on the Beatitudes. I never heard a sermon given about them that lists them as step. Our pastor explained that they are all a steps and you can't do one without the other.
Blessed are:
1. The poor in spirit--the loss of oneself and everything in order to follow Jesus
2. those who mourn--rejecting the world's desires and finding joy and peace in Jesus
3. the meek--submitting to God first and then service to others
4. those who hunger and thirst for righteousness--recognize that the world does not satisfy, our only hope is Jesus Christ
5. the merciful--giving, serving, and devoting self to others (the needy, infirm, outcasts)
6. the pure in heart--not influenced by the world's trouble or has to offer, but desire God and His calling plans for your life
7. the peacemakers--those who hate violence and discord as a solution to problems, desire unity and maintenance of fellowship
8. those who are persecuted for righteousness sake--a willingness to suffer for the cause of Christ, brought to a closer communion with God.
Micah 6:8 He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.
Work has been going well. I have been stacking my three 12 hour shifts, so that can get tiring doing 3 in a row. I've been on night shift for a bit and unfortunately have to work this weekend. I am looking forward to an awesome trip to WI and MN to see my family and enjoy a wonderful friend's wedding. I will be seeing Lynsi too and am excited to spend time with my friend of over 2 decades!!
First of all, Dan and I have a new Jordanian friend who is very generous and so pleasant. He invited us over for a feast last fall and we have yet had him over for dinner. A couple weekends ago we went out to a jazz club and talked politics and religion the entire time. I can say it was pretty amazing and eye opening for me. The whole middle east situation is extremely difficult to talk about and I'm glad to say we walked away as friends though we may have disagreed on a lot of stuff.
Secondly, church has been going so well. We had a meeting last week to discuss where we want to go as a church body. We have decided that an outreach ministry is a necessity, so we're looking at ways to serve our community. We are also going to delve into a discipleship program that is one-on-one for 10 weeks. I am excited about being on the same page and discovering what God has for us individually and as a group.
The sermon last Saturday was on the Beatitudes. I never heard a sermon given about them that lists them as step. Our pastor explained that they are all a steps and you can't do one without the other.
Blessed are:
1. The poor in spirit--the loss of oneself and everything in order to follow Jesus
2. those who mourn--rejecting the world's desires and finding joy and peace in Jesus
3. the meek--submitting to God first and then service to others
4. those who hunger and thirst for righteousness--recognize that the world does not satisfy, our only hope is Jesus Christ
5. the merciful--giving, serving, and devoting self to others (the needy, infirm, outcasts)
6. the pure in heart--not influenced by the world's trouble or has to offer, but desire God and His calling plans for your life
7. the peacemakers--those who hate violence and discord as a solution to problems, desire unity and maintenance of fellowship
8. those who are persecuted for righteousness sake--a willingness to suffer for the cause of Christ, brought to a closer communion with God.
Micah 6:8 He has showed you, O man, what is good. And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God.
Work has been going well. I have been stacking my three 12 hour shifts, so that can get tiring doing 3 in a row. I've been on night shift for a bit and unfortunately have to work this weekend. I am looking forward to an awesome trip to WI and MN to see my family and enjoy a wonderful friend's wedding. I will be seeing Lynsi too and am excited to spend time with my friend of over 2 decades!!
Friday, April 9, 2010
Sick
Wednesday evening I was making enchiladas for Dan and our friend. These are a special treat in the Osland household, so I was annoyed that during their making, I felt faint. Safa came over and I felt a bit nauseated. After eating a little enchilada, I vomited. I ended up being completely sick all night. I unfortunately had to call off work (I HATE doing that) and slept the next day till 5pm. My joints hurt so badly that I was thankful that I could finally take some tylenol. I had Dan get me some pedialyte and gatorade. I ate rice that night as well, but felt so weak.
Thankfully I had today off. I woke up feeling okay, but still weak. I managed to have cereal without problems, but I still don't feel myself. Thankfully I'm just resting (or what some would call, wasting the day).
I was thankful to have asked for prayers. I really felt horrible and was thankful to have any prayers. Now to work the weekend!
Thankfully I had today off. I woke up feeling okay, but still weak. I managed to have cereal without problems, but I still don't feel myself. Thankfully I'm just resting (or what some would call, wasting the day).
I was thankful to have asked for prayers. I really felt horrible and was thankful to have any prayers. Now to work the weekend!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Amigurumi
Amigur--WHO? Yes, Amigurumi is a Japanese word for crocheted toys. I love to crochet! My grandmother taught me how to crochet when I was 7 while we were camping of all places. I have always played around with crocheting scarves and afghans and heightened my skills with more intricate lacy patterns and exotic yarns in the last 5 years.
Since I had some time on my hands with my new job (and not having to study), I decided to try making a couple animals for my new niece. I found that I really enjoyed making these animals and would like to get better at it. For my brother-in-law, sister-in-law, and niece's sake, I decided to stop at two, but if any of you are interested in having an animal, I am more than willing to try new animals.
I chose the giraffe because Aline really likes them. She likes ladybugs as well, so I was happy with how they turned out. You can see how tiny my niece is, because these animals are not that big.
Since I had some time on my hands with my new job (and not having to study), I decided to try making a couple animals for my new niece. I found that I really enjoyed making these animals and would like to get better at it. For my brother-in-law, sister-in-law, and niece's sake, I decided to stop at two, but if any of you are interested in having an animal, I am more than willing to try new animals.
I chose the giraffe because Aline really likes them. She likes ladybugs as well, so I was happy with how they turned out. You can see how tiny my niece is, because these animals are not that big.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Cherry Blossoms
Dan and I got back from DC yesterday evening. We had an enjoyable time with his family and our new niece! The cherry blossom festival was in full bloom and there were a ton of people out to see the amazing blooming trees.
Dan and I stayed at a nice Marriott hotel to give the family some space. We enjoyed good food; especially a seafood meal on the water in Old Town (Alexandria, VA). The Easter Sunday service was nice as well, but saying goodbye was not.
Dan's parents are hoping to see us in Portugal in January. That is not my favorite time to go to Portugal, but we may have to work it out to see them. I'm sure it was difficult to say goodbye to their first grandchild. The life of a missionary is sure full of sacrifices.
I had difficulty saying goodbye to my sister-in-law, but remembered that Skype is a valuable tool. I really feel as if she isn't very far away when we talk on there. Hopefully we will be able to continue our talks, but I know the baby will keep her plenty busy.
Aline's mom was also there. She is such a pleasant person and I enjoyed trying to speak Portuguese. I still think it's funny that I'm in the minority with language speaking, even in my own country. Our devotionals and common talk were in Portuguese, so I found myself drifting off a bit. I still get weirded out that people speak English here.
I think the only difficult thing that happened this weekend was the pressure of where Dan and I are going and will end up. I was bombarded with questions about when will I have a baby. I don't think people understand that that is a VERY difficult and personal question to ask someone, especially when that person has expressed a lot of interest in having children in the past. I also felt hurt that people brought up that the possibility exists that I will not have children. Of course that is a possibility, but I don't prefer to talk about my barren womb with anyone.
I guess I'd like to focus on what we do have in life. We have a new baby in the family. Dan and I have a great marriage. I have a job. We are all healthy. etc. etc. etc.
Photos will be posted soon.
Dan and I stayed at a nice Marriott hotel to give the family some space. We enjoyed good food; especially a seafood meal on the water in Old Town (Alexandria, VA). The Easter Sunday service was nice as well, but saying goodbye was not.
Dan's parents are hoping to see us in Portugal in January. That is not my favorite time to go to Portugal, but we may have to work it out to see them. I'm sure it was difficult to say goodbye to their first grandchild. The life of a missionary is sure full of sacrifices.
I had difficulty saying goodbye to my sister-in-law, but remembered that Skype is a valuable tool. I really feel as if she isn't very far away when we talk on there. Hopefully we will be able to continue our talks, but I know the baby will keep her plenty busy.
Aline's mom was also there. She is such a pleasant person and I enjoyed trying to speak Portuguese. I still think it's funny that I'm in the minority with language speaking, even in my own country. Our devotionals and common talk were in Portuguese, so I found myself drifting off a bit. I still get weirded out that people speak English here.
I think the only difficult thing that happened this weekend was the pressure of where Dan and I are going and will end up. I was bombarded with questions about when will I have a baby. I don't think people understand that that is a VERY difficult and personal question to ask someone, especially when that person has expressed a lot of interest in having children in the past. I also felt hurt that people brought up that the possibility exists that I will not have children. Of course that is a possibility, but I don't prefer to talk about my barren womb with anyone.
I guess I'd like to focus on what we do have in life. We have a new baby in the family. Dan and I have a great marriage. I have a job. We are all healthy. etc. etc. etc.
Photos will be posted soon.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Orientation is done, Nights are not
After talking to my co-workers about my orientation and having only one week of nights, the CNS on my floor thought it would be good to have one more week of orientation, which is working with another nurse. That allowed me to have two weeks of night shifts. I finished that on Friday morning and my sleep and living schedule has been wacky ever since.
I feel as if I have not really done anything productive, because I wake up in a fog and am sleepy most of the time. Dan told me I'll have to get out of my pajamas, get out into the sun (or open the curtains and turn on lights since we live in a basement apartment), and be more active. This is easier said than done.
When I previously prepared for my night shifts, I would stay up the entire night and sleep during the day. My mom suggested that I might not have to do that, just sleep when I'm tired. Friday night, Dan and I stayed up till 2am, slept and then I was wide awake at 5am. I got up and did some reading on titrating drips on patients and before long, it was 8am. I "napped" for an hour with Dan and woke up with him at 9am.
After eating breakfast, he said that I really needed to sleep, because otherwise I'd be exhausted for church. I knew he was right, I was wide awake. I laid down at 11 and slept till 2. I woke up in a funk, but took a shower and got ready for church. Church was great and I was wide awake for the service and fellowship. We came home and started a movie and Dan had to wake me up to finish it. We ended up going to bed at midnight and here I am, awake at 3am. These 3 hour spurts of sleep aren't going to cut it, I don't think.
I have 3 nights in a row and then we're off to see our wonderful, new niece and Dan's family. We are so excited for this opportunity and I hope that I will be awake to enjoy my time with them.
I feel as if I have not really done anything productive, because I wake up in a fog and am sleepy most of the time. Dan told me I'll have to get out of my pajamas, get out into the sun (or open the curtains and turn on lights since we live in a basement apartment), and be more active. This is easier said than done.
When I previously prepared for my night shifts, I would stay up the entire night and sleep during the day. My mom suggested that I might not have to do that, just sleep when I'm tired. Friday night, Dan and I stayed up till 2am, slept and then I was wide awake at 5am. I got up and did some reading on titrating drips on patients and before long, it was 8am. I "napped" for an hour with Dan and woke up with him at 9am.
After eating breakfast, he said that I really needed to sleep, because otherwise I'd be exhausted for church. I knew he was right, I was wide awake. I laid down at 11 and slept till 2. I woke up in a funk, but took a shower and got ready for church. Church was great and I was wide awake for the service and fellowship. We came home and started a movie and Dan had to wake me up to finish it. We ended up going to bed at midnight and here I am, awake at 3am. These 3 hour spurts of sleep aren't going to cut it, I don't think.
I have 3 nights in a row and then we're off to see our wonderful, new niece and Dan's family. We are so excited for this opportunity and I hope that I will be awake to enjoy my time with them.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Dr. Phil
I was preparing for night shifts again, so last night I stayed up till 4 am. I woke up at 2:40 pm, made some coffee and ate cereal. I noticed on facebook and cnn.com that the healthcare bill passed and people were going crazy on both sides. I was to foggy to read about it, so I turned on the tv. Dr. Phil was on and it was such a weird event.
I am a morning person by nature. I wake up at 6 or 7 usually (at 5 if I have to work day shift) and accomplish a lot before 3 pm. What have I done today? I have eaten! I'll hopefully get an EA Active Sports routine in and do my fitness test on Wii Fit. That will feel as if I accomplished something before going to work tonight.
I am a morning person by nature. I wake up at 6 or 7 usually (at 5 if I have to work day shift) and accomplish a lot before 3 pm. What have I done today? I have eaten! I'll hopefully get an EA Active Sports routine in and do my fitness test on Wii Fit. That will feel as if I accomplished something before going to work tonight.
Isabella Policena Osland
Wow, I cannot express my excitement at the arrival of my new niece, Isabella! She arrived on March 20th at 5pm. There are some photos on facebook, but I cannot wait till I see her in person in a couple weeks! We are also excited to see Dan's parents and of course the proud new parents!!
There isn't much news to tell. I had 5 days off in a row because I worked Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday and didn't have to work again until Monday. These shifts are throwing me a bit for a loop. It is nice to only work 3 days per week, but the work takes a toll on my body and the night shifts really take a toll on my sleep.
I'll be on night shifts for the next couple of weeks, so tonight I'm trying to stay up as late as possible (hopefully 5 or 6ish). It's almost 1 am, I think I can do it! I'm such a morning person though.
Saturday was good as usual. I am really becoming close with the people who attend and enjoy getting to know them more personally, though many are going through such difficult times. I am happy to be a part of something that is encouraging and I know that they would be there for me when I needed them. I am thankful for their prayers and support and am excited that we have this group. I pray that God will continue to direct us. I still am unsure of exactly what it's suppose to look like, but I can say that it is so enjoyable and I look forward to each end of the week.
The other news is my Grandpa's land. I got a letter from my Dad about dividing up my Grandpa's land in northern Wisconsin. I had a tearful conversation about how I did not want to have any part of it and that anything he was going to pass to me, I hoped that he would just give to Bob and Mike. I have so many good memories and if I ever have children, I would love to take them up there, but in all practicality, I don't even get to see my parents very often...I'm not going to visit the lake hardly at all. I know Bob and Mike use and enjoy the land, so I hope this is a smooth transaction.
Well, I'm off to watch a movie. I broke down and got Netflix. The ability to stream movies moved me into thinking this is a great deal and I have enjoyed watching shows. Dan isn't interested in watching Lost, so I might have to do that. I am catching up on chick flicks while he's out of town or when I have to stay up late. Too funny!
There isn't much news to tell. I had 5 days off in a row because I worked Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday and didn't have to work again until Monday. These shifts are throwing me a bit for a loop. It is nice to only work 3 days per week, but the work takes a toll on my body and the night shifts really take a toll on my sleep.
I'll be on night shifts for the next couple of weeks, so tonight I'm trying to stay up as late as possible (hopefully 5 or 6ish). It's almost 1 am, I think I can do it! I'm such a morning person though.
Saturday was good as usual. I am really becoming close with the people who attend and enjoy getting to know them more personally, though many are going through such difficult times. I am happy to be a part of something that is encouraging and I know that they would be there for me when I needed them. I am thankful for their prayers and support and am excited that we have this group. I pray that God will continue to direct us. I still am unsure of exactly what it's suppose to look like, but I can say that it is so enjoyable and I look forward to each end of the week.
The other news is my Grandpa's land. I got a letter from my Dad about dividing up my Grandpa's land in northern Wisconsin. I had a tearful conversation about how I did not want to have any part of it and that anything he was going to pass to me, I hoped that he would just give to Bob and Mike. I have so many good memories and if I ever have children, I would love to take them up there, but in all practicality, I don't even get to see my parents very often...I'm not going to visit the lake hardly at all. I know Bob and Mike use and enjoy the land, so I hope this is a smooth transaction.
Well, I'm off to watch a movie. I broke down and got Netflix. The ability to stream movies moved me into thinking this is a great deal and I have enjoyed watching shows. Dan isn't interested in watching Lost, so I might have to do that. I am catching up on chick flicks while he's out of town or when I have to stay up late. Too funny!
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Day After St. Patty's Day
I haven't been keeping up my blog as well as I thought I would with all this free time that I've acquired. Work has actually kept me quite busy. I worked my first night shifts this past week and did well, especially considering I had 3 in a row. I have been in a funk with sleep and just keep taking naps. I sort of need to stay on this schedule since I'll be working night shift for the next two weeks. Other work news is that I asked for an additional week of orientation. I will be on my own after next week and that is exciting and terrifying all at once.
On Easter we will see my in-laws in DC. I cannot wait! I am hoping little Isabella will be born by then (or during that time) so we can see her. My sister-in-law's mother arrived from Brazil yesterday and I am so happy that they can be together.
As for my St. Patty's celebration, I went to my friend Jenna's for corned beef and cabbage. YUM! It was so good and tasty! I had worked the previous night and was asked by friends to go to the Irish pub in the morning, but that was just not going to happen, so suffice to say, I didn't have any green beer...actually no beer at all that day.
The day ended with talking to my mom and dad (on separate occasions) about life and the Smith property outside of Antigo. I was tearful throughout the conversation with my dad, but I just miss my parents quite a bit. I hope to see them soon!
Well, I best be off. I have to pick up Dan from the airport. He was only gone a couple days, but I miss his since I was in such a fog with night shift. I'm hoping for a romantic evening together and catching up on the past week's events.
On Easter we will see my in-laws in DC. I cannot wait! I am hoping little Isabella will be born by then (or during that time) so we can see her. My sister-in-law's mother arrived from Brazil yesterday and I am so happy that they can be together.
As for my St. Patty's celebration, I went to my friend Jenna's for corned beef and cabbage. YUM! It was so good and tasty! I had worked the previous night and was asked by friends to go to the Irish pub in the morning, but that was just not going to happen, so suffice to say, I didn't have any green beer...actually no beer at all that day.
The day ended with talking to my mom and dad (on separate occasions) about life and the Smith property outside of Antigo. I was tearful throughout the conversation with my dad, but I just miss my parents quite a bit. I hope to see them soon!
Well, I best be off. I have to pick up Dan from the airport. He was only gone a couple days, but I miss his since I was in such a fog with night shift. I'm hoping for a romantic evening together and catching up on the past week's events.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
New Hair
Last Thursday I got my hair chopped. I went to Great Clips, which isn't the smartest move for a big change, but I'm happy with it. Usually I get wanna-be stylists who do a lot with my hair, but this lady didn't have any products and I walked out with a fro. I'm now trying to work with my hair and found that I can thankfully do a lot with it.
One of my new hobbies that I've picked up from the past is crocheting. I have a new niece on the way, so I made an afghan, booties, sweater, and am finishing a toy giraffe. I love crocheting! I find that it is so relaxing to crochet while listening to my podcasts. The most likely reason for loving to crochet is the nostalgia I have remembering my Grandma Thomae teaching me how to do it when I was 7 while we were camping. I have photos of myself with my tongue hanging out because I was concentrating so hard. Too funny!
Monday, February 22, 2010
OFF!!
So, last Thursday I finished my internship. We had a long day of studying and then took the final. Unfortunately I had to work on Friday after a long week. I was in the SICU (surgical) and had the same guy I had had the week before. He wasn't doing so well, so it was an amazing learning opportunity with titrating drips to keep his blood pressure up. I saw them place a trach at the bedside and was responsible for watching the monitors to ensure he was out of pain and sedated during the procedure. I hate pushing some of those drugs so quickly, but at least there was a room full of medical professionals to assist me if anything happened to him. Nothing did!
My weekend was a great celebration for my week! Saturday was so pleasant and I enjoyed talking with our small group about what God is doing in each of their lives. Thankfully, I can say He is doing a lot in our lives, but Dan has to tell his good news before I can blog about it! Also, I was able to get off for the Easter weekend to visit Dan's family in DC. His parents are coming from Angola/Portugal (they live in 2 countries) and we'll see our new niece!!! We are both so excited!!!
More good news? The neighbors upstairs moved!!! The 8,10, and 12 year old boys were normal kids, but never in school and were crazy loud all day and night. I'm so glad they are not above us!
Dan's head may have a cyst that is full of cerebral spinal fluid (CSF). He looked it up online and found that it is pretty benign and not uncommon. We'll see what the neurologist tell us in MAY. Yeah, can you believe we have to wait that long?
Well, I'm off today. I will start having 4 days off per week. I'm not sure what I'll do with myself :) I think I'm going to pick up a book though. It has been awhile since I've read for fun. No school or internship work hanging over my head!!!
Oh...I also am going to get my hair cut. I have wanted to wait to donate it, but it is so unhealthy, they wouldn't want it anyway. I think I'll cut it medium length so my hair gets used to the lighter weight and then chop it! OOOooo I can't wait!
My weekend was a great celebration for my week! Saturday was so pleasant and I enjoyed talking with our small group about what God is doing in each of their lives. Thankfully, I can say He is doing a lot in our lives, but Dan has to tell his good news before I can blog about it! Also, I was able to get off for the Easter weekend to visit Dan's family in DC. His parents are coming from Angola/Portugal (they live in 2 countries) and we'll see our new niece!!! We are both so excited!!!
More good news? The neighbors upstairs moved!!! The 8,10, and 12 year old boys were normal kids, but never in school and were crazy loud all day and night. I'm so glad they are not above us!
Dan's head may have a cyst that is full of cerebral spinal fluid (CSF). He looked it up online and found that it is pretty benign and not uncommon. We'll see what the neurologist tell us in MAY. Yeah, can you believe we have to wait that long?
Well, I'm off today. I will start having 4 days off per week. I'm not sure what I'll do with myself :) I think I'm going to pick up a book though. It has been awhile since I've read for fun. No school or internship work hanging over my head!!!
Oh...I also am going to get my hair cut. I have wanted to wait to donate it, but it is so unhealthy, they wouldn't want it anyway. I think I'll cut it medium length so my hair gets used to the lighter weight and then chop it! OOOooo I can't wait!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Jump...for my love!!
I like this photo!
This was Dan jumping on volcanic rock in Oregon. This was the hardest hike of my life, but I have such great memories from that trip. Grant, let's do it again!
This was Dan jumping on volcanic rock in Oregon. This was the hardest hike of my life, but I have such great memories from that trip. Grant, let's do it again!
Monday, February 15, 2010
Another Big Snow Storm
My quote of the day:
"If I wanted to spend time in weather like this, I'd live in Wisconsin and be close to family!"
So this is our 3rd or 4th snow storm and I am tired of snow. Cincinnatians tend to panic when we are going to get a dusting. Back in Nov or Dec, we had a dusting and 100 cars went into the ditch. That said, you can never trust what the news people say because they always panic and it is never as bad as they say.
Well, the past storms have been bad here. We have very few plows and they do not know how to drive them, so even on the busiest of streets (MLK for example) it is full of snow. Very scary to think of emergency vehicles driving in this and can't even drive on a safe road to the hospital.
Thankfully, this was the second time I was in classes, so they let us out early. I couldn't believe how bad MLK was, but was thankful to have made it up the hill by the college of nursing. I got to Riddle Rd. (the street where I live) and Dan called and told me it was closed (because we live on a hill). There was a car in the middle of the road and I was going around him and this pizza delivery guy ran out in front of me. I was so mad and honked and he flipped me off. I was shocked.
Dan walked up the hill, so I picked him up, complained about the roads, pizza delivery guy, and the fact that our road was closed. He got in the driver's seat and drove to Brueggers.
Now, news about DAN:
My husband went to the gym last night and came home, showered and then complained that he didn't have peripheral vision in his left eye. I freaked out and got his blood pressure (90/70) and did a full neuro exam. He was ok, but I was still worried.
I had him take aspirin, later kicking myself because if he had a brain bleed (subarachnoid hemorrhage) he would have bled more and caused more damage...that is if there is any damage. Anyway, he lied down and slept. I was hoping I wouldn't regret not taking him to University Hospital, but I knew they wouldn't see him. A 31 yo healthy male with vision changes. Yeah right, we'd be there for hours and they would say he's fine or not even see us and be sent home at 3 in the morning.
Well, Dan went to the Doctor's office today and they scheduled him for an MRI tomorrow. I feel better about that.
"If I wanted to spend time in weather like this, I'd live in Wisconsin and be close to family!"
So this is our 3rd or 4th snow storm and I am tired of snow. Cincinnatians tend to panic when we are going to get a dusting. Back in Nov or Dec, we had a dusting and 100 cars went into the ditch. That said, you can never trust what the news people say because they always panic and it is never as bad as they say.
Well, the past storms have been bad here. We have very few plows and they do not know how to drive them, so even on the busiest of streets (MLK for example) it is full of snow. Very scary to think of emergency vehicles driving in this and can't even drive on a safe road to the hospital.
Thankfully, this was the second time I was in classes, so they let us out early. I couldn't believe how bad MLK was, but was thankful to have made it up the hill by the college of nursing. I got to Riddle Rd. (the street where I live) and Dan called and told me it was closed (because we live on a hill). There was a car in the middle of the road and I was going around him and this pizza delivery guy ran out in front of me. I was so mad and honked and he flipped me off. I was shocked.
Dan walked up the hill, so I picked him up, complained about the roads, pizza delivery guy, and the fact that our road was closed. He got in the driver's seat and drove to Brueggers.
Now, news about DAN:
My husband went to the gym last night and came home, showered and then complained that he didn't have peripheral vision in his left eye. I freaked out and got his blood pressure (90/70) and did a full neuro exam. He was ok, but I was still worried.
I had him take aspirin, later kicking myself because if he had a brain bleed (subarachnoid hemorrhage) he would have bled more and caused more damage...that is if there is any damage. Anyway, he lied down and slept. I was hoping I wouldn't regret not taking him to University Hospital, but I knew they wouldn't see him. A 31 yo healthy male with vision changes. Yeah right, we'd be there for hours and they would say he's fine or not even see us and be sent home at 3 in the morning.
Well, Dan went to the Doctor's office today and they scheduled him for an MRI tomorrow. I feel better about that.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Saturday Nights Part 3
Tonight was AWESOME!!! Despite all our failures and falling short of God's glory, His mercy is always flowing and we had a great service. We were all supporting one another and enjoying the company. The music was fantastic!! I was so excited. I wanted to jump out from behind the piano and stand with my hands raised. Wow...everyone loved it. Thank you Lord for looking past our failures and blessing us with your presence!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Saturday Nights Part 2
Last time I wrote, I was so excited about the Saturday night services we have at church. I am still excited, but our little group is getting hit so hard spiritually. I am thankful that my work and personal life have been going well, besides the neighbor kids above us who stress me out a lot, but many of our group members are dealing with huge stressors in their lives.
Though some attacks are taken out on me during our music practices and during the service (a person whining and then posting on facebook during practice), I have tried to keep the verse Eph 6:12 "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" in the forefront of my mind and just pray for our entire group and the individuals who are hurting me.
I have told some of those who are hurting that we are there for them and praying for them, but also asked them if they could pray for our group as well. It's easy to get caught up in our own self and wallow in that mess, so I think knowing that we need each other and must pray for others, helps us turn the focus outward too.
My main prayer is that we would see Jesus' face through all this.
My biggest hurt was a member who blogged about how music practice is so far from Christianity or loving one another. I couldn't agree more. I hate organizing a music practice and talking about the technical aspects of worship music. It is much easier to do it by myself, but that is IMPOSSIBLE to do with a group of people who have different backgrounds, music styles, etc. We need to practice. I would hope that he'd get out of his inward focus or self-righteous attitude and actually try to work as a team instead of bringing down the group and ruin the whole purpose of our being together.
This brings me to a topic that I blogged about sometime last year. The idea of complaining. These Christians who decide they hate everything about Christianity and relentlessly complain and never do anything about it annoy me. What's the point. I guess it is good to be thinking. I know I went through that phase, but there comes a time to move on; grow up! I hate to quote Ghandi, but really, "be the change you want to see in the world". If you want people in the church to love more, then stop complaining about it and love them more. If you want people to be in community together, then ask about their lives. Stop being pissed off that people don't pursue your every need and whine on a blog about how nobody cares about you and everything is superficial. Maybe stay and talk to people after a practice or service instead of bolting out the door to blog about how people are not acting like the "Church" and are just playing church.
Well, I'll get off my soap box. I am always failing at being a Christian, but I am so thankful for God's grace in my life and the huge blessings that he has given to Dan and me. We see God in so many aspects of our life and He continuously draws us nearer to Him. There are huge parts of me that want to be mad and crush the things that people say and do, but I know that I must keep my mouth shut (to their face at least) unless it becomes out of line and love them.
What does love look like? I believe it varies with each person and situation, but that is another topic. For now I will TRY and not take these things personally and will carry on with the amazing ministry that God has provided! I am excited and I will not let people's flesh or evil steal that from me!
1 Pet 5:5-11 "All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because,"God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble." Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen."
Though some attacks are taken out on me during our music practices and during the service (a person whining and then posting on facebook during practice), I have tried to keep the verse Eph 6:12 "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" in the forefront of my mind and just pray for our entire group and the individuals who are hurting me.
I have told some of those who are hurting that we are there for them and praying for them, but also asked them if they could pray for our group as well. It's easy to get caught up in our own self and wallow in that mess, so I think knowing that we need each other and must pray for others, helps us turn the focus outward too.
My main prayer is that we would see Jesus' face through all this.
My biggest hurt was a member who blogged about how music practice is so far from Christianity or loving one another. I couldn't agree more. I hate organizing a music practice and talking about the technical aspects of worship music. It is much easier to do it by myself, but that is IMPOSSIBLE to do with a group of people who have different backgrounds, music styles, etc. We need to practice. I would hope that he'd get out of his inward focus or self-righteous attitude and actually try to work as a team instead of bringing down the group and ruin the whole purpose of our being together.
This brings me to a topic that I blogged about sometime last year. The idea of complaining. These Christians who decide they hate everything about Christianity and relentlessly complain and never do anything about it annoy me. What's the point. I guess it is good to be thinking. I know I went through that phase, but there comes a time to move on; grow up! I hate to quote Ghandi, but really, "be the change you want to see in the world". If you want people in the church to love more, then stop complaining about it and love them more. If you want people to be in community together, then ask about their lives. Stop being pissed off that people don't pursue your every need and whine on a blog about how nobody cares about you and everything is superficial. Maybe stay and talk to people after a practice or service instead of bolting out the door to blog about how people are not acting like the "Church" and are just playing church.
Well, I'll get off my soap box. I am always failing at being a Christian, but I am so thankful for God's grace in my life and the huge blessings that he has given to Dan and me. We see God in so many aspects of our life and He continuously draws us nearer to Him. There are huge parts of me that want to be mad and crush the things that people say and do, but I know that I must keep my mouth shut (to their face at least) unless it becomes out of line and love them.
What does love look like? I believe it varies with each person and situation, but that is another topic. For now I will TRY and not take these things personally and will carry on with the amazing ministry that God has provided! I am excited and I will not let people's flesh or evil steal that from me!
1 Pet 5:5-11 "All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because,"God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble." Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen."
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Saturday Nights
My church started a new contemporary church service on Saturday nights. There has been a group of 15-20 people who have been coming, but I couldn't be more pleased with where God is leading us. Our church on Sundays used to be about 15 people for 3 or so years and we were a tight family who were there for one another. When we got a surge of people (60 or so), we lost that small group family. Now I view this Saturday service as a chance to gain that small group feel back. We can share with one another, encourage and pray for one another, and ultimately grow together as Christians. God is moving in everyone's life there and we are able to share all the amazing things that God is doing. It's great, though many are going through a lot of painful events. Overall, it is a great ministry to be involved in and I'm thankful that I have the opportunity to go each Saturday (until my work schedule doesn't allow me to).
Sunday, January 24, 2010
A Sweet Fairwell
When I started on the Burn Unit, I had two patients who really touched my heart. I already talked about one of them, but the other was a middle-age man who suffered burns to his entire body as well. He was in the hospital for over a month and was so sweet and kind-hearted. I got to meet his wife and learned a lot of burn care on him. He was patient with me and I enjoyed the days that I got to take care of him.
This past Friday I was on the unit reading policies and heard he was going home. I asked the nurses to notify me when he'd be leaving and I got to hug him and his wife (who were both in tears) and say good-bye. It was so wonderful to see how he progressed through his stay on our unit. I wish him the best and hope for a speedy recovery.
I love my job!
This past Friday I was on the unit reading policies and heard he was going home. I asked the nurses to notify me when he'd be leaving and I got to hug him and his wife (who were both in tears) and say good-bye. It was so wonderful to see how he progressed through his stay on our unit. I wish him the best and hope for a speedy recovery.
I love my job!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
1st Patient
Some people never ever forget their first patient in nursing school. I can say that I'll never forget my first patient as a real nurse.
Patient 1 is a teenage boy who was in an accident that caused him to have his whole body burned up to his neck. He had to have both legs amputated and multiple surgeries. He will be on our unit for a long time getting stable and will then go to a rehab center. When I worked 6 out of 7 days after returning from our lovely trip to San Antonio, I had him 4 of those days.
My patient was a great kid! I bonded with him quickly and he said I was one of his favorite nurses. He was so sweet and the toughest patient I had ever encountered. He refused pain medicine because he didn't want to sleep through any of the visits that he had with family and friends, so he bared the pain to socialize.
He later found out about his legs, but I was never able to talk to him because he had so many visitors. I told him at the end of the day that I was actually jealous of his friends and wished we could have talked more. He said the same, but that he really enjoyed his friends' visits.
One evening after a difficult day, I heard Mark Schultz's "He's My Son" and bawled all the way home. I pray that this kid sees God's purpose in his life and will live to his fullest potential. He as already touched so many lives with this tragic accident.
One day I told him "you have no idea how many people's lives you've affected in a positive way!" He said, "really?" His friends were in the room and said, "oh yeah, we don't party and drive anymore!" He said, "I guess it'll be more than I'll ever know, huh?" I replied, "more than you'll ever know!" I get goose bumps thinking about his life. It is a hell of a lesson that he had to go through when everyone makes stupid decisions in life. I pray that his friends never forget this moment.
Patient 1 is a teenage boy who was in an accident that caused him to have his whole body burned up to his neck. He had to have both legs amputated and multiple surgeries. He will be on our unit for a long time getting stable and will then go to a rehab center. When I worked 6 out of 7 days after returning from our lovely trip to San Antonio, I had him 4 of those days.
My patient was a great kid! I bonded with him quickly and he said I was one of his favorite nurses. He was so sweet and the toughest patient I had ever encountered. He refused pain medicine because he didn't want to sleep through any of the visits that he had with family and friends, so he bared the pain to socialize.
He later found out about his legs, but I was never able to talk to him because he had so many visitors. I told him at the end of the day that I was actually jealous of his friends and wished we could have talked more. He said the same, but that he really enjoyed his friends' visits.
One evening after a difficult day, I heard Mark Schultz's "He's My Son" and bawled all the way home. I pray that this kid sees God's purpose in his life and will live to his fullest potential. He as already touched so many lives with this tragic accident.
One day I told him "you have no idea how many people's lives you've affected in a positive way!" He said, "really?" His friends were in the room and said, "oh yeah, we don't party and drive anymore!" He said, "I guess it'll be more than I'll ever know, huh?" I replied, "more than you'll ever know!" I get goose bumps thinking about his life. It is a hell of a lesson that he had to go through when everyone makes stupid decisions in life. I pray that his friends never forget this moment.
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